不再碰爱情。。决定当个没感情的女生。。

爱情太可怕。。让人变。。
爱情不会有永远。。
为什么你出轨，我能原谅，而你不能？
看到我与你的处事方式吗？
截然不同。
没感情的在一起，只会死。
爱情，
没有永远的。
我不适合谈恋爱。
因为我贪新鲜。
单身，最爽。。
自由自在。。。
不用苦恼一切情感时件。
说真的，你接受不了别人变心，
不要谈恋爱。
因为谈恋爱本来就会变心。
为什么别人可以轻易放手，你不能？
就因为我变心你就酱？
那世界上应该很多人会自杀死。
我爱自由。
我不要谈恋爱。
你要我玩，我没问题。
可是不要缠着我。
你会变心，我不会变？
你可以变心，我不可以？
你说我无知，以我为中心，
那是因为你根本放不下。
真正的爱一个人不是要拥有她，
而是要她永远开心。
就算对她的爱不是永远。
你认为你对我的是爱吗？
你错了。
你只是在不舍得。
两年来，
你对我做过的开心事，
就因为你现在对我酱，
我根本一点爱意都没了。
只剩下朋友情。
不是每个女生都用同一个方法爱人的。
以前你了解我的性格，为什么现在不了解？
我变，也没你多。
有什么事，明天聊。
请你不要变成以前。
那个你，只让我觉得曾经深爱着你是个错误。

无题。。。

看着灰蓝色的天空，
坐在湖边的椅子上，
舒服的欣赏着学校的风景，
顿时所有的压力，烦恼都没了。
现在是七点四十五分。。。
最近脾气很暴躁，
大考来临，
有个团友不合作，
真的很不爽。
可是看着我可爱的朋友们，
真的很开心。。。
微微的凉风吹着我，
仿佛把我所有烦恼吹走，
让我好好的欣赏风景。
宁静的湖，
有着波纹，
望上天空，
看着月亮，
一切都好平静啊。。。
真希望我每天能过酱的日子。。。
好了。。。
是时候吃晚餐了。。。
各位，
好好的享受生活。。。
爱你们^^
muackzzz

final exam

guys!!!
haha...
next 2 weeks I final exam luu!!!
so I'm sorry if I din always come back here to update myself^^
paiseh...
as soon as I finish my exam,
I'll come and update^^
haha...
so I sigh off now^^
bye bye...
muackzzz

I'm bACK

haha
I'm back...
recently too busy wif all assessment and bla bla bla..
now rest for a day...
feel sleepy now at 8 something at night...
hmmm...
let me see...
I wanna tell u guys tat I found my interest in tis course...
haha^^
I like table settings...
haha...
tis is 1st time I wanted to participate in a competiton...
haha
me and Ben will like to...
but after asked Mr.Justin,
haha
kinda stressful...
cuz Taylor's very into competition..
damn stressful..
but,
I still wanna go for it
I wannna try it..
haha...
congratz to myself...
I found an interest in my course...
being a fnb personnel oso can...
haha

FUCKER!!

dun u think anything of hurting my group!!!
fuck off!!!
I really wish u gonna die soon.
u r a dick!
u r an asshole!!!
u wanna play??
come on!!!
maybe I dun care anything!!
but if u try to play wif the whole group,
I'm sorry...
I'm gonna play wif u..
dun u ever think tat I dun have temper!!
if I pissed off,
trust me...
world war 3 will happens...
and tat's gonna be very soon...
maybe not tis sem,
but sem 2 to sem 6,
u try to see...
I'll hate u till infinity!!
I never ever hate someone like tis!!
u make yourself like a bastard!!
u wan to be alive,
fuck off!!!

TIRED!!!!!

hey...
I'm back!!!
haha...
tis week is a busy week for group 2!!
mon=5p.m.
tues=9p.m.
wed=7p.m.
thurs=7p.m.
fri=7p.m.

WALAO!!!
tired sei lo...
somemore need to rush assignment!!!
SHIT!!!
tonight need to rush assignment!!!!
kay kay...
i rush 1st...
Ciaoz^^

New hair style^^

hey!!!
haha...
today after class,
v went for hair cutting!!!
cuz all beh tahan adi...
I din cut my hair since the day I coloured my hair till now!!!
feel excited when going to cut hair...
haha...

v went to Gerlin...
in puchong geh...
den when wan to cut,
dun dare adi...
cuz the stylist wan to cut 2 inches!!!!
WALAO!!!
bo bian lo...
those sui zai zai lui lui wan me cut short like barbie doll leh!!!
SHIT!!!

However,
I quite satisfied wif my new hair style...
eventhough is quite short la...
hehe...
here's the pics of me camwhoring^^
haha...
took in starbucks...
and ignore my pimples!!!
thank you^^

F&B class^^

on monday and tuesday,
Group 2 had F&B class...
I love F&B...
me and Ben thinking of participating in table setting..
hehe^^
let me show u those pics of F&B^^

tis is the table setting tat set by me and Ben^^

tis is mt girls in group 2^^

tis is the pics of our C-essence classroom after our table setting^^
hehe...
I wish v hav more F&B class...
^^

am I too useless being a human?

how to become a good human?
being optimistic?
maybe I dun like to become bad ppl.
maybe I wish everyone is healhty...
but somehow,
I fail 100%
suddenly,
a full of sorrow comes towards me badly...
I dunno y...
feel scare...
but who can let me rely on?
as a mummy in the group,
I always want to give the best to them...
so I want them to rely on me when they have problems..
I noe I can't help much,
but I'll try my best or even borrow my shoulders to them...
so I can't rely on Pradas...
is like a包袱for them...
I dun wan
I dun wan to be useless..
I dun wan
I hate being useless
but,
I become useless..
how sad am i..

emotionless

maybe I' trying to be emotionless....
but,
I can't do it...
cuz pradas always beside me...
I'm thinking wat if pradas not beside me?
become a stone??
or maybe worse?
someone told me not to hurt myself..
haha...
I hurt adi...
hmmm...
y?
maybe release stress gua...
juz a punch...
I wanted to punch a few more times...
however,
kena stopped..
haiz...
but my hand got a little red la...

here's a little warning...
dun enroll in college or uni if u r not ready for it.
dun think is easy...
is not...
wish u good luck^^

Who am i?

Who am I?
am I a good daughter?
am I a good friend?
am I a good gf?
how to become a human being tats perfect?
I want to be perfect for my mom..
she thinks I'm useless..
she thinks she let me in to the wrong course because I din even clean up the house when I haven't learn bout housekeeping..
haiz~
she makes me want to be perfect in every way.
I' gonna go for bar tender club...
I love it..
and I'll learn it properly..

however,
mom stress me bout love again...
ask me put effort in studies...
get good results...
saying tat letting me study in taylors not to pakto,
but to get good results and knowledge..
stressful...
I'm gonna put my heart in studies...
dun ask me bout love..
I'll pissed off and u r not my friend anymore..
I said it and it will be!!
trust me I will...
I want to be a perfect daughter fr my parents..
I want to become a good friend...
I want o become a good gf...