tis is my lovely pradas^^
I love u guys^^muackzz
Saturday, June 30, 2012
Thursday, June 28, 2012
2 months of uni life...missing my high school buddies..
hmmm...
not to mention,
I had been studied in Taylor's for nearly 2 months...
wow..
time flies super fast..
haivng another month den end of my 1st sem...
tats very fast...
I'm curious..
is juz like I've been in Taylor's for 2 weeks oni nia..
but actually is 2 months..
OMG!!
the time of staying in uni is more than staying at home!!
is like half of my day is in uni..
but not bad..
haha...
having fun wif my presious PRADAS^^
hehe...
however,
v r rushing all our freaking assignments and presentation now!!!
no time to fool around..
PRADAS,
good luck^^
buddies who are still in KC!!!!
I miss u guys!!!
I noe u guys miss me lot...
I noe I'm famous in form 6 la...
hehe><
blekzz...
guys,
I really miss u guys...
even v r in diff environment now,
even I noe v dun hav common things to chat,
but HEY!!!
true friends are for wat?!!
true friends wun always appear in front of u,
but will fly through yr mind for some time...
true friends wun need to talk much to each other..
when v meet,
hug means everything...
guys,
even now I have new friends...
but I noe u guys accompany me to go through my damn KC life...
I love u guys...muackzz
Pradas dun jealous^^
hehe...
mummy will love u all as well...
muackzz...
I noe recently every zai zai luii luii r stressful and starting to serious,even emo...
however, mummy still here^^
wan mummy deh??
hehe^^
muackzz
not to mention,
I had been studied in Taylor's for nearly 2 months...
wow..
time flies super fast..
haivng another month den end of my 1st sem...
tats very fast...
I'm curious..
is juz like I've been in Taylor's for 2 weeks oni nia..
but actually is 2 months..
OMG!!
the time of staying in uni is more than staying at home!!
is like half of my day is in uni..
but not bad..
haha...
having fun wif my presious PRADAS^^
hehe...
however,
v r rushing all our freaking assignments and presentation now!!!
no time to fool around..
PRADAS,
good luck^^
buddies who are still in KC!!!!
I miss u guys!!!
I noe u guys miss me lot...
I noe I'm famous in form 6 la...
hehe><
blekzz...
guys,
I really miss u guys...
even v r in diff environment now,
even I noe v dun hav common things to chat,
but HEY!!!
true friends are for wat?!!
true friends wun always appear in front of u,
but will fly through yr mind for some time...
true friends wun need to talk much to each other..
when v meet,
hug means everything...
guys,
even now I have new friends...
but I noe u guys accompany me to go through my damn KC life...
I love u guys...muackzz
Pradas dun jealous^^
hehe...
mummy will love u all as well...
muackzz...
I noe recently every zai zai luii luii r stressful and starting to serious,even emo...
however, mummy still here^^
wan mummy deh??
hehe^^
muackzz
Wednesday, June 27, 2012
exam!!!
yea!!!
I did good in exam...
hehe...
not bad...
however,
kinda cheating actually...
duh!!
I admit it..
haha...
by the way,
I'M ADDICTED TO POOL!!!!
tmr go uni play pool^^
even though is suck><
haha
I did good in exam...
hehe...
not bad...
however,
kinda cheating actually...
duh!!
I admit it..
haha...
by the way,
I'M ADDICTED TO POOL!!!!
tmr go uni play pool^^
even though is suck><
haha
Saturday, June 23, 2012
pastry class again^^
yesterday v had our pastry class again...
tis time,
v make butter cake...
haha..
however,
I din take pic of the progress..
haiz
sad case...
while waiting for the cakes to bake,
v had break^^
v took photos^^
lastly,
a pic of myself^^
tis time,
v make butter cake...
haha..
however,
I din take pic of the progress..
haiz
sad case...
while waiting for the cakes to bake,
v had break^^
v took photos^^
lastly,
a pic of myself^^
Thursday, June 21, 2012
relationships
from now onwards,
I'm not gonna touch love thingy adi...
damn tired...
I dunno tat love will make my life miserable...
damn miserable..
nvm...
now,
I'll concentrate in my studies...
I muz get good results to make my ptptn change too scholarships...
I muz...
assignments...
mid-term exams...
presentations...
making me frustrated...
however,
all tis fullfill my brain..
at least I wun think other things anymore..
love,
dun get on my way to success...
plz..
June is a miserable month for me...
I had enough...
god,
plz let me go from suffering...
I wan to breath fresh air..
plz...
stop making me suffer...
I'm not gonna touch love thingy adi...
damn tired...
I dunno tat love will make my life miserable...
damn miserable..
nvm...
now,
I'll concentrate in my studies...
I muz get good results to make my ptptn change too scholarships...
I muz...
assignments...
mid-term exams...
presentations...
making me frustrated...
however,
all tis fullfill my brain..
at least I wun think other things anymore..
love,
dun get on my way to success...
plz..
June is a miserable month for me...
I had enough...
god,
plz let me go from suffering...
I wan to breath fresh air..
plz...
stop making me suffer...
Wednesday, June 20, 2012
sick
haha...
i'm having high fever last Friday..
and it's in the morning...
around 4 something...
damn!!!
my body temperature is 38.7..
walao...
I have ntg to say..
can't even move..
however, I vomit...
damn sum Fu ah...
but if I din vomit,
I dun think I can drive to uni..
done..
after class, went home..
straight go to clinic...
damn!!!
done..
I dun care adi..
sick for few days...
and now,
SORETHROAT!!!
my voice change like hell!!!
so MAN!!!
haha...
okay la..
ciaoz now..
hav to study adi...
i'm having high fever last Friday..
and it's in the morning...
around 4 something...
damn!!!
my body temperature is 38.7..
walao...
I have ntg to say..
can't even move..
however, I vomit...
damn sum Fu ah...
but if I din vomit,
I dun think I can drive to uni..
done..
after class, went home..
straight go to clinic...
damn!!!
done..
I dun care adi..
sick for few days...
and now,
SORETHROAT!!!
my voice change like hell!!!
so MAN!!!
haha...
okay la..
ciaoz now..
hav to study adi...
Thursday, June 14, 2012
done emoing...
recently,
I damn emo...
cuz of some reasons...
tis few weeks happened lots of things...
and in tis few weeks,
I've learn lots of things..
Friendship,
tis is the best present I've received in my 18 years of life...
it accompany me for my whole life without saying tired...
thank you very much..
I love u all...
primary friends..
high school friends...
uni friends...
relationship,
tis thing makes me scare of it starts from now..
I'm not gonna touch it until I feel I'm enough mature to handle it..
and plz...
those who can't handle anything which will happen when u r having a relationship,
plz dun touch.
dun hurt yourself and others...
is not fair..
if u r not mature,
get rid of it.
family,
hmmm...
mummy having health problem recently...
stressful for the whole family...
daddy work damn hard to earn money...
and den he stress like hell...
as a daughter,
doing ntg.
I can't carry the burden for mummy...
I can't settle daddy's working problem..
how useless am I?
haha..
howevr,
I'll do my best...
I'll make my family proud of me^^
if can...haha
babe,u can do it!!
YES!!
I damn emo...
cuz of some reasons...
tis few weeks happened lots of things...
and in tis few weeks,
I've learn lots of things..
Friendship,
tis is the best present I've received in my 18 years of life...
it accompany me for my whole life without saying tired...
thank you very much..
I love u all...
primary friends..
high school friends...
uni friends...
relationship,
tis thing makes me scare of it starts from now..
I'm not gonna touch it until I feel I'm enough mature to handle it..
and plz...
those who can't handle anything which will happen when u r having a relationship,
plz dun touch.
dun hurt yourself and others...
is not fair..
if u r not mature,
get rid of it.
family,
hmmm...
mummy having health problem recently...
stressful for the whole family...
daddy work damn hard to earn money...
and den he stress like hell...
as a daughter,
doing ntg.
I can't carry the burden for mummy...
I can't settle daddy's working problem..
how useless am I?
haha..
howevr,
I'll do my best...
I'll make my family proud of me^^
if can...haha
babe,u can do it!!
YES!!
Saturday, June 9, 2012
Wednesday, June 6, 2012
no tile
wat am i doing now??
haha...sitting somewhere around the lake..
heaaring the little nature in my skull...
trying to relaaese everything...
somehow when i look towards the lake..
I hav a damn stupid idea pass through my mind..
wat if i drop down into the lake...
drop down without struggle...
juz let myself drown...
let the lake water blench my mind till its clean..
when mt mind clean,
whether I'm still alive or not..
if I'm alive,
should I struggle for life...
if I struggle for my life,
will life be beautiful..
I remembered I told my cutiest family in my uni tat life is bad but is also beautiful..
however,
I'm suspecting tis statement now...
haha...
useless mummy in group 2...
for wat I noe,
I stopped them from drinking coke..
but actually I din ask thier opinion even once..
how much they love coke,I noe...
cuz of over caring,
I banned it from them...
is tis fair??
seems like not...
I remembered telling the whole group tat whenever a group member sad or emo,
others will oso emo...
cuz others worry bout u..
and I oso want my group to be happy...
but wat I had said,
I'm the one who spoiled it first...
is kinda unfair for my groupmates..
I felt sorry for them...
actually,
I wanted to be happy today in front of u guys...
but I can't control my emotion...
I'm sorry...
I noe I'm useless...
useless in everything..
for now,
I feel like jumping into the lake...
haha
but I dun dare...
cuz I noe tis is the stupidiest idea to settle stuff...
my mind is blank...
but I'm still emotional...
I should be professional...
haha...
need to practise more...
sorry to my zai zai luii luii...
trust me...
after I settle things,
I'll be happy...
whenever the questions is still in my mind,
I'll never give up to solve it...
but it take times...
so if I'm being bad,
even mean to u guys...
I'm sorry..
juz leave me alone...
cuz I dun wanna lose u guys...
u guys r the precious present tat god had gave me...
I love u guys...
really love u guys...
muackzzz
haha...sitting somewhere around the lake..
heaaring the little nature in my skull...
trying to relaaese everything...
somehow when i look towards the lake..
I hav a damn stupid idea pass through my mind..
wat if i drop down into the lake...
drop down without struggle...
juz let myself drown...
let the lake water blench my mind till its clean..
when mt mind clean,
whether I'm still alive or not..
if I'm alive,
should I struggle for life...
if I struggle for my life,
will life be beautiful..
I remembered I told my cutiest family in my uni tat life is bad but is also beautiful..
however,
I'm suspecting tis statement now...
haha...
useless mummy in group 2...
for wat I noe,
I stopped them from drinking coke..
but actually I din ask thier opinion even once..
how much they love coke,I noe...
cuz of over caring,
I banned it from them...
is tis fair??
seems like not...
I remembered telling the whole group tat whenever a group member sad or emo,
others will oso emo...
cuz others worry bout u..
and I oso want my group to be happy...
but wat I had said,
I'm the one who spoiled it first...
is kinda unfair for my groupmates..
I felt sorry for them...
actually,
I wanted to be happy today in front of u guys...
but I can't control my emotion...
I'm sorry...
I noe I'm useless...
useless in everything..
for now,
I feel like jumping into the lake...
haha
but I dun dare...
cuz I noe tis is the stupidiest idea to settle stuff...
my mind is blank...
but I'm still emotional...
I should be professional...
haha...
need to practise more...
sorry to my zai zai luii luii...
trust me...
after I settle things,
I'll be happy...
whenever the questions is still in my mind,
I'll never give up to solve it...
but it take times...
so if I'm being bad,
even mean to u guys...
I'm sorry..
juz leave me alone...
cuz I dun wanna lose u guys...
u guys r the precious present tat god had gave me...
I love u guys...
really love u guys...
muackzzz
release
the only way for me to release everything...
is cry...
haha...
damn useless way...
but is the only way I can use..
tears rolling down...
can't control...
haha...
useless me...
my objective before going in uni is not to let my surroundings worry bout me...
however,
I fail to do it..
haha...
tears rolling down my cheeks non-stop...
is cry...
haha...
damn useless way...
but is the only way I can use..
tears rolling down...
can't control...
haha...
useless me...
my objective before going in uni is not to let my surroundings worry bout me...
however,
I fail to do it..
haha...
tears rolling down my cheeks non-stop...
miserable
my life getting miserable!!!!
y??
I juz wanna a happy uni life...
tats all...
y izzit so hard??
I thought I handle things well..
but in the end,
FAIL!!!
haha...
tis makes me feel useless..
damn useless..
as an useless human being in tis earth,
I should disappear forever..
somehow,I can't let go my precious life..
end up,
I have to go through my life of hardship..
secondly,
I should say something..
if u wanna talk bad things about someone,
plz say in front of them...
u wan ppl to care yr feelings but u dun care!!!
plz..be fair and square..
u make me hate u more..
be the person first if u wan ppl to do tat same!!
by the way,
I really love group 2...
group 2,
i'm sorry I have not been a good friend..
i'm sorry..
lots of things happened recently...
if I piss,
control me plz.
plz talk in front of them...
y??
I juz wanna a happy uni life...
tats all...
y izzit so hard??
I thought I handle things well..
but in the end,
FAIL!!!
haha...
tis makes me feel useless..
damn useless..
as an useless human being in tis earth,
I should disappear forever..
somehow,I can't let go my precious life..
end up,
I have to go through my life of hardship..
secondly,
I should say something..
if u wanna talk bad things about someone,
plz say in front of them...
u wan ppl to care yr feelings but u dun care!!!
plz..be fair and square..
u make me hate u more..
be the person first if u wan ppl to do tat same!!
by the way,
I really love group 2...
group 2,
i'm sorry I have not been a good friend..
i'm sorry..
lots of things happened recently...
if I piss,
control me plz.
plz talk in front of them...
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